Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Random entry

  • All our life we will go through some phases.
  • Im saying about the changes in life that we must face.
  • Still remember the first day at school? Well that was some memory for me. I cherish every single minute of it.
  • That is the schooling phase. This is when we learn to see the world.
  • Making friends is one of the informal subject that all of us took during school days.
  • It wasn't a hard subject for me. I managed to be in the gang quite easily.
  • Hilmi, Wong, Ajmal, Azmeer, Maryam Hajar just to name few.
  • After 6 wonderful years there was another change. Secondary school! Scary eh!?
  • Goodbye was said countless time.
  • The second part of the schooling years. Secondary school offered more adventure for me.
  • SMK Perimbun.I learned a lot here.This is where i learn to be myself. 
  • Along the way came love. It changed everything in mylife.Ah, what a fond memory!
  • High school was great. If I could, I would want to be in high school again. 
  • The samething  happened in high school. I had to say goodbye.
  • Enrolling at UiTM was somewhat an adventure I never seek for.
  • I was in UiTM without knowing the purpose of being there. Being young and naive all I wanted was to have fun.
  • Friends are more colorful in UiTM. I learned that there are many people with differents personalities. Great to know you guys.
  • 5 years of riding the wave together made me real close to some of them. 
  • Now, the 5 years is almost end. I can almost see the fullstop.
  • This is another phase that I have to go through. Everytime it happens, I would have mix emotion. Sad, happy, alone, etc.
  • Gosh! I must go through this all over again. I hate this part of my life!
  • Those phases in my life are the same. It started with a mix emotions but in the end all that left is just sweet memory.
  • Im off to the new phase of my life. I know everyone is going through the same phase as me. Be strong my friends. We gonna make it great.
  • Hello is hard but goodbye is even harder.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Sunday, April 26, 2009

MPG 2009

Dear boys girls, Tuan Puan, Dato' Datin,

Our MPG is on Monday ,26th April 2009 at KGSAS. 

It will be from 7 - 11 p.m. But officailly we will start at 8. We have to start at 7 since it is the operation hour of the venue. W e cannot start later than 7. We also must not exceed since they have charge for extra hours.

Surau is provided for Maghrib prayer. It will be easy for us. Dont worry.

Plz bring along some extra money (<>

Parking is provided by KGSAS. Park your cars at the right side of the carkpark compound. It is a public carkpark. the left side is for the members.
If anyone is free and willing to help, please come and help out at 2p.m at EMPRESS GARDEN KGSAAS.

Yang menjalankan tugas:


Thank you

Saturday, April 25, 2009


  • Semua orang tgh bernada sedih sekrang. Yelah. Dah nak abes blajar. Segala emosi2 semua keluar.
  • Kat blog pon ramai tulis entry yang sentimental.
  • Sedey tinggalkan kawan2, nangis2, tulis quote bukan, some dance to remember, some dance to forget. Mcm2 la.
  • Tapi aq pilih untuk tidak tulis pasal benda2 sentimental ni. Hell no!
  • At least sebelum kami betul2 habis, aq xkan tulis bukan2.
  • Kebelakangan ini rasa kekurangan wang makin menghimpit sanubari. Kehabisan wang ialah terma yang tepat.
  • Setelah dianalisa, duit aq habis bukan sebab rich and famous lifestyle, tetapi sebab aq banyak berbelanja. Atau lebih tepat perlu berbelanja.
  • Banyak item yang memerlukan aq gunakan duit bulan ini. Perkara ini sgt tidak mengujakan hati.
  • Oleh itu, aq bertindak dengan mengambil upah membuat kerja2 bahasa. Memang dari dulu inilah pekerjaan sampingan aq.
  • Aq sgt berharap agar payment aq disegerakan. Jiwa dah kering, poket pula ikut sama.
  • Haih. Kehidupan yang sementara......

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Eight lies of a mother

This is a story i received in my mail box today. I think I should share it with everyone.


1.The story began when I was a child; 
I was born as a son of a poor family. 
Even for eating, we often got lack of food. 
Whenever the time for eating, mother often gave me her portion of rice. 
While she was removing her rice into my bowl, 
she would say "Eat this rice, son. I'm not hungry". 
That was Mother's First Lie 

2.When I was getting to grow up, 
the persevering mother gave her spare time for fishing in a river near our house, 
she hoped that from the fishes she got, 
she could gave me a little bit nutritious food for my growth. 
After fishing, she would cook the fishes to be a fresh fish soup, 
which raised my appetite. While I was eating the soup, 
mother would sit beside me and eat the rest meat of fish, 
which was still on the bone of the fish I ate. 
My heart was touched when I saw it. 
I then used my chopstick and gave the other fish to her. 
But she immediately refused it and said "Eat this fish, son. 
I don't really like fish." 
That was Mother's Second Lie. 

3.Then, when I was in Junior High School, 
to fund my study, 
mother went to an economic enterprise to bring some used-matches boxes that would be stuck in. 
It gave her some money for covering our needs. 
As the winter came, 
I woke up from my sleep and looked at my mother who was still awoke, 
supported by a little candlelight and within her perseverance she continued 
the work of sticking some used-matches box. 
I said, "Mother, go to sleep, it's late, 
tomorrow morning you still have to go for work. 
" Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep, 
dear. I'm not tired." 
That was Mother's Third Lie. 

4.At the time of final term, 
mother asked for a leave from her work in order to accompany me. 
While the daytime was coming and the heat of the sun was starting to shine, 
the strong and persevering mother 
waited for me under the heat of the sun's shine for several hours. 
As the bell rang, which indicated that the final exam had finished, 
mother immediately welcomed me and poured me a glass of tea 
that she had prepared before in a cold bottle. 
The very thick tea was not as thick as my mother's love, 
which was much thicker. Seeing my mother covering with perspiration, 
I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. 
Mother said "Drink, son. I'm not thirsty!". 
That was Mother's Fourth Lie. 

5.After the death of my father because of illness, 
my poor mother had to play her role as a single parent. 
By held on her former job, she had to fund our needs alone. 
Our family's life was more complicated. No days without sufferance. 
Seeing our family's condition that was getting worse, 
there was a nice uncle who lived near my house came to help us, 
either in a big problem and a small problem. 
Our other neighbors who lived next to us saw that our family's life was so unfortunate, 
they often advised my mother to marry again. But mother, 
who was stubborn, didn't care to their advice, 
she said "I don't need love." 
That was Mother's Fifth Lie. 

6.After I had finished my study and then got a job, 
it was the time for my old mother to retire. 
But she didn't want to; she was sincere to go to the marketplace every morning, 
just to sell some vegetable for fulfilling her needs. 
I, who worked in the other city, often sent her some money to help her in fulfilling her needs, 
but she was stubborn for not accepting the money. 
She even sent the money back to me. 
She said "I have enough money." 
That was Mother's Sixth Lie. 

7.After graduated from Bachelor Degree, 
I then continued my study to Master Degree. 
I took the degree, which was funded by a company through a scholarship program, 
from a famous University in America . 
I finally worked in the company. Within a quite high salary, 
I intended to take my mother to enjoy her life in America . 
But my lovely mother didn't want to bother her son, 
she said to me "I'm not used to." 
That was Mother's Seventh Lie. 

8.After entering her old age, 
mother got a flank cancer and had to be hospitalized. 
I, who lived in miles away and across the ocean, 
directly went home to visit my dearest mother. 
She lied down in weakness on her bed after having an operation. 
Mother, who looked so old, was staring at me in deep yearn. 
She tried to spread her smile on her face; 
even it looked so stiff because of the disease she held out. 
It was clear enough to see how the disease broke my mother's body, 
thus she looked so weak and thin. 
I stared at my mother within tears flowing on my face. 
My heart was hurt, so hurt, seeing my mother on that condition. 
But mother, with her strength, said "Don't cry, my dear. 
I'm not in pain." 
That was Mother's Eight Lie. 

After saying her eighth lie, She closed her eyes forever!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

A little thought

  • I cannot think about anything right now except for my self.
  • Im so busy with all my chores and work.
  • I dont even have any idea to write anything.
  • I'll come back and write lots of crap after I have finished with everything.
  • Haih~

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Mengingat waktu muda

A friend told me this:

"call me what ever u want but i think when all of this ends the things that im gonna miss the most being a tesl students was when the time im staying with you guys in cemara"

I almost cried.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Harap bersabar baju2 ku

  • I am almost there. At the end of the road. Alhamdulillah...
  • 2 more weeks then I am free.
  • But before I reach there, I need to finish all my workloads.
  • Its like the longest 2 weeks of my life.
  • I had to cut my sleep, spend more time in front of my PC.
  • I eat less too. But unfortunately, I tend to eat late at night.
  • This makes me gain weight. I have gained 2 kg this month. 
  • Haih~ Ae n assignments do make me fat eventually.
  • I need to lose this extra weight.
  • I took me few months and lots of hardship to get my ideal weight. I dont want to waste all my harwork because of this.
  • Cayok2. My diet program starts tomorrow.
  • You can do it Izzat.
  • Kawan2. Sila bantu

Monday, April 13, 2009


  • She is a special one.

  • One in a million.

  • Million thanks to her

  • Her smile makes me happy

  • Happy is what she is

  • Is she the one for me?

  • Me and you are great together.

  • Together forever.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Some quotes

  • "Waktu duka dulu kita selalu bersama, bahagia bagaikan malam diterangi bintang terang. Hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri, meninggalkan aku, meninggalkan aku sendiri."- Hujan

  • "When you are sick, I hold your hand, when you are in trouble I try to understand, To be with you I did everything I can, Cause losing you is not part of the plan."-Rancid

  • "With you I feel so free cant you see? With you I cant deny Im so alive. With you no nore tears, Oh cant you see? You are in me?"- Ranjau

  • "Im so sick of being lonely. This is killing me so softly."-McFly

  • "Mungkin ini jalan takdirku. Mengagumi tanpa dicintai."- Ungu

  • "Why bother? Its gonna hurt me."-Weezer

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Mono not stereo

  • Ada kawan tanya. "Kenapa ko suka tulis blog dalam point from?". Aq jawab. "suka hati la".
  • Aq dah nak abes blajar. What did I learn in the past 5 years?
  • Secara relatifnya banyak sangat aq belajar. Tapi aq tak mau tulis kat sini. 
  • What I can say is I've become a wiser person (i guess)
  • Dah nak abes ni rasa sentimental, sedey, emo, my chemical romance suma keluar la. 
  • Terpikir those good old days when I was young and have nothing much to worry about.
  • Masa baru2 masuk pre TESL. We all always stick together. Nak makan sampai sambung 4 meja. hee~
  • Teringat kawan2 kat kolej cemara dulu. Syameer, Afiq, Krole dan ramai lagi.
  • Ingat lagi tak pasar pagi ahad yang dikatakan hebat tu. Macam2 ada.
  • First time dapat PTPTN terus shopping kat sana. Nak beli kasut mcm Abang black (redza), nak tshirt mcm Azam Jantan dan nak jersey banyak mcm Encik Naza. Owh. Nostalgia.
  • Ada juga kenangan di makcik dadah. Asal makan nasi kat sana je ngantok tahap neraka. Wahaha~
  • Masa first time dapat motor, punyalah suka. Terus terbayang nak make up motor. Masa tu hangat motor "The doctor" Valentino Rossi.
  • Pastu sorg2 kawan pergi. The seniors dah abes. Sorg jadi MPP. Sorg lagi dah xlepak kolej sgt. Masa tu agak rasa lonely lor. Awek pon xde masa tu. Mmg hidup mcm zombi je. Full with boring routine.
  • Then ada crush. Ada la dalam 3 orang (tapi masa lain2 k). Semua kena rijek. Serious shit rasa tensi dan useless. 
  • Dari segi fizikal, aq dari gemuk mcm Rikishi, dah jadi kurus. Pastu skang dah gemuk sket. Kena diet ni. Warghh!!
  • Paling takkan lupa ialah berjumpa dgn someone special. She reinvented myself. Dari seorg yang xbesh jadi besh. Tapi sayang. Tu pun putus tgh jalan. Pendam rasa je la. =)
  • Lagi apa eh? Owh, kawan2 jenayah aq, sama ada di cheras atau Shah Alam. Korg mmg rock a. Tanpa korg hidup aq umpama lagu yang mendatar.
  • Eh...sudah2 la tu. Emo sorg2.
  • After this I gonna open a new chapter in my life. Whatvere happen, I will keep all the memories safe in my heart. 
  • Wah, air apa kat mata aq ni..!!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

The last 2 hours

  • Today is the last day of class.
  • After 5 years, it all come down to t5his, the last 2 hours.
  • After 1030 it all will be nothing but over.
  • I have a presentation today. Surely Im going to break a leg for it.
  • Wahaha~ All mixed up feelings~
  • SHooh..shooh..jgn sebuk2 emo2. Byk lagi kerja.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Semalam itu semalam

  • Sebagai seoarg yang pernah jadi remaja, saya tak terlepas dari membuat pelbagai perkara remaja.
  • Salah satu kegemaran saya dulu ialah mengunjungi gig - gig tempatan. Sangat indah sgt itu. Badan kurus dan fit. Kacak pon boleh tahan.haha.
  • Terpengaruh dengan kawan2 saya menjadi pengunjung gig setia. Asal ada gig je ada la makhluk bernama Izzat.
  • Tetapi aktiviti ini terhenti sekejap semasa baru masuk UiTM. Masa tu jiwa luka berdarah. Plus tempat baru. Kena amik masa nak fit in. Kalo tak jadi kera sumbang mahram la.
  • Sekain lama..aktiviti gig bersambung kembali setelah jumpa kaki2 gig yang sekepala. Tak ramai pon. Jumpa sorg dua je. Namely Abok a.k.a Amir Syafiq and Hadi.
  • Hidup kembali meriah dgn kunjungan kami ke gig2 tempatan yang amat murah dan besh pada masa itu.
  • Saya sedar saya berat. Sbb tu saya xpernah body surf dgn crowd. Mau ada yang patah riuk. Cuma sesekali bertindak liar dgn menyondol mamat2 yang mukanya mintak pelempang. Puas!
  • Seronok pegi gig. Jumpa kawan2 baru. Bleh kutuk2 band xsedap agar mereka meneroka bidang baru serta mengusya awek2 gig yang rata2 comel belaka. Tak comel tak usya. Sumpah.
  • Selain menghabiskan duit, kami juga dapat menambah knowledge dunia hiburan yang tidak mainstream atau lebih dikenali sebagai indie sekarang. Ada la modal nak impress chick2 yang xpernah pegi gig. "Abang ni hebat!", ujar mereka.
  • Sekarang saya dah makin berumur. University kata pergi, ofis kata mari. Damn. Dah lama saya hentikan aktiviti gig2.
  • Sesekali teringin juga nak pegi. Cuma tiada daya dan upaya.
  • " Dude mana? Ok tunggu depan MCPA. Dah sampai Maharajalela. "
  • Rindu....

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Dinner and such

  • I had a great dinner last night. I was the "Malam Penghargaan and anugerah dekan" for our faculty.
  • The theme was purple, white,silver and black. But I only managed to come out with black,white and silver. I dont have anything purple to wear for the dinner. Owh, what the heck!!
  • Most of my batch were at the dinner. Its a great feeling eing together with all of them. the dinner was held at MBSA Banquet Hall. Such a grand hall.
  • I arrived a bit late due to the lateness of my ride. Anyway I should thank Arif for the ride. He is such a nice guy.
  • I sat at the same table with my old buddy syameer and ariff. there were also Masyi, Aan, Dia, Sya, Shima and Kak Wani. Come to think about it, I never share a table with them. So i took the chance to talk to them as much as I could.
  • The opening act was a shocekd. They invited a shuffle group to perform. Not that I am against them or anything but I never like shuffle since the first day i set my eyes to the weird dance.
  • Much to my dissapointment, I didnt eat much. I odnt know why but i didnt feel like eating. But I heard there were some delicious food such as lamb, ABC sphagetti and all. Owh...wat a waste..!
  • Then all hell break loose.  All of us were busy walking around the hall with all sort sof purposes. Some of us were busy eating while walking. Other just sit around and talk with each other. But I guess most of the guess were busy taking picture at that time. Me too busy photo hunting with my colleague.
  • It was such a great night. I went around the hall taking pictures with all the people that I know. 
  • Thank to all who took pictyre with me. I will post in on Facebook and tag you guys. 
  • The main event of the night was when all of Part 8 students went on the stage to have a photo session.
  • I was a great experience. Seeing all of us were there and feeling all happy. 
  • Then something stupid, or should i say imbecile happened. It all started when i wanted to jump of the stage in oreder to get my camera back.
  • "You jump I jump". I said to Ika. Ika said "You jumpa dulu la".
  • So I with my macho face jumped off the stage.
  • thing I know i was off balance and fell like a bag of potato smash the floor.
  • Damn! All my colleague saw the embarassing scenario. I was so embaressed that I couldnt even look at them at all. Gargghh!!!
  • I bet all of them must laugh out loud when they saw me fell. 
  • But nevermind. It just an unforgetable experience. I hope everyone will remember me more after this.haha...
  • I fell down last night but Im proud of myself. Yeah!
p/s -  I managed to complete one of the biggest task in my "before graduate list". Im that damn good!!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009


  • Buzz! Another ordinary Wednesday.
  • The day started off with me late for CALL class. Its like a curse now.I will always be late for CALL. Sorry Dr. Izaham!
  • After class spend some time with my colleague at mamak D.E. Today is just me, Juraimi and Adeb. The others are busy i guess.
  • Tonight I have another dinner. It is so called Malam Pra Graduan for last semester's students. 
  • I like going to dinner. But the problem is the theme. This semester's theme is purple/black/silver/white. What kind of color combination is that? huhu..
  • Its already 6 o'clock. I still havent decide what to wear for tonight.
  • Im afraid I will look like picture1 if i wear purple..
  • Damn!!