The last 2 hours

• Today is the last day of class.
• After 5 years, it all come down to t5his, the last 2 hours.
• After 1030 it all will be nothing but over.
• I have a presentation today. Surely Im going to break a leg for it.
• Wahaha~ All mixed up feelings~
• SHooh..shooh..jgn sebuk2 emo2. Byk lagi kerja.

Semalam itu semalam

• Sebagai seoarg yang pernah jadi remaja, saya tak terlepas dari membuat pelbagai perkara remaja.
• Salah satu kegemaran saya dulu ialah mengunjungi gig - gig tempatan. Sangat indah sgt itu. Badan kurus dan fit. Kacak pon boleh tahan.haha.
• Terpengaruh dengan kawan2 saya menjadi pengunjung gig setia. Asal ada gig je ada la makhluk bernama Izzat.
• Tetapi aktiviti ini terhenti sekejap semasa baru masuk UiTM. Masa tu jiwa luka berdarah. Plus tempat baru. Kena amik masa nak fit in. Kalo tak jadi kera sumbang mahram la.
• Sekain lama..aktiviti gig bersambung kembali setelah jumpa kaki2 gig yang sekepala. Tak ramai pon. Jumpa sorg dua je. Namely Abok a.k.a Amir Syafiq and Hadi.
• Hidup kembali meriah dgn kunjungan kami ke gig2 tempatan yang amat murah dan besh pada masa itu.
• Saya sedar saya berat. Sbb tu saya xpernah body surf dgn crowd. Mau ada yang patah riuk. Cuma sesekali bertindak liar dgn menyondol mamat2 yang mukanya mintak pelempang. Puas!
• Seronok pegi gig. Jumpa kawan2 baru. Bleh kutuk2 band xsedap agar mereka meneroka bidang baru serta mengusya awek2 gig yang rata2 comel belaka. Tak comel tak usya. Sumpah.
• Selain menghabiskan duit, kami juga dapat menambah knowledge dunia hiburan yang tidak mainstream atau lebih dikenali sebagai indie sekarang. Ada la modal nak impress chick2 yang xpernah pegi gig. "Abang ni hebat!", ujar mereka.
• Sekarang saya dah makin berumur. University kata pergi, ofis kata mari. Damn. Dah lama saya hentikan aktiviti gig2.
• Sesekali teringin juga nak pegi. Cuma tiada daya dan upaya.
• " Dude mana? Ok tunggu depan MCPA. Dah sampai Maharajalela. "
• Rindu....

Dinner and such

• I had a great dinner last night. I was the "Malam Penghargaan and anugerah dekan" for our faculty.
• The theme was purple, white,silver and black. But I only managed to come out with black,white and silver. I dont have anything purple to wear for the dinner. Owh, what the heck!!
• Most of my batch were at the dinner. Its a great feeling eing together with all of them. the dinner was held at MBSA Banquet Hall. Such a grand hall.
• I arrived a bit late due to the lateness of my ride. Anyway I should thank Arif for the ride. He is such a nice guy.
• I sat at the same table with my old buddy syameer and ariff. there were also Masyi, Aan, Dia, Sya, Shima and Kak Wani. Come to think about it, I never share a table with them. So i took the chance to talk to them as much as I could.
• The opening act was a shocekd. They invited a shuffle group to perform. Not that I am against them or anything but I never like shuffle since the first day i set my eyes to the weird dance.
• Much to my dissapointment, I didnt eat much. I odnt know why but i didnt feel like eating. But I heard there were some delicious food such as lamb, ABC sphagetti and all. Owh...wat a waste..!
• Then all hell break loose.  All of us were busy walking around the hall with all sort sof purposes. Some of us were busy eating while walking. Other just sit around and talk with each other. But I guess most of the guess were busy taking picture at that time. Me too busy photo hunting with my colleague.
• It was such a great night. I went around the hall taking pictures with all the people that I know. 
• Thank to all who took pictyre with me. I will post in on Facebook and tag you guys. 
• The main event of the night was when all of Part 8 students went on the stage to have a photo session.
• I was a great experience. Seeing all of us were there and feeling all happy. 
• Then something stupid, or should i say imbecile happened. It all started when i wanted to jump of the stage in oreder to get my camera back.
• "You jump I jump". I said to Ika. Ika said "You jumpa dulu la".
• So I with my macho face jumped off the stage.
• Kebush...next thing I know i was off balance and fell like a bag of potato smash the floor.
• Damn! All my colleague saw the embarassing scenario. I was so embaressed that I couldnt even look at them at all. Gargghh!!!
• I bet all of them must laugh out loud when they saw me fell. 
• But nevermind. It just an unforgetable experience. I hope everyone will remember me more after this.haha...
• I fell down last night but Im proud of myself. Yeah!

p/s -  I managed to complete one of the biggest task in my "before graduate list". Im that damn good!!

Mediocre

 picture1

• Buzz! Another ordinary Wednesday.
• The day started off with me late for CALL class. Its like a curse now.I will always be late for CALL. Sorry Dr. Izaham!
• After class spend some time with my colleague at mamak D.E. Today is just me, Juraimi and Adeb. The others are busy i guess.
• Tonight I have another dinner. It is so called Malam Pra Graduan for last semester's students. 
• I like going to dinner. But the problem is the theme. This semester's theme is purple/black/silver/white. What kind of color combination is that? huhu..
• Its already 6 o'clock. I still havent decide what to wear for tonight.
• Im afraid I will look like picture1 if i wear purple..
• Damn!!

Im lost

It seems that Ive lost everything I ever built in the past year. The feeling of losing is slow dying for me. Of course, no one like to lose. But reality check, this is life. It always being mean and cruel to us.What we can do is hold our head up high.I found some peace by listening to this song by PInk Floyd. Dig it up guys. They are great old timer. You can listen to this song here. 

Wish you were here

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,

blue skies from pain.

Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?

A smile from a veil?

Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts? 

Hot ashes for trees?

Hot air for a cool breeze?

Cold comfort for change?

And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,

Running over the same old ground. 

What have we found? The same old fears.

Wish you were here.

some nonsense

I wrote something on DR. Izaham wiki during CALL class. I love this class since i could make myself busy with technologies. Here is the post on the wiki..

Rivalry history between mak/pak guard and TESL students
This rivalry can be trace back as far as the 1980's when slippers and tight pants were the in things. Those students back then love to wear slippers and skinny pants as a fashion statement. "Barulah hippies" say one student who look like John Lennon.

Since hippies was a huge hit, everyone wanted to look like John Lennon or Yoko Ono including the Mak/ Pak guard. Unfortunately, they cant do that since they have to wear their uniform. In result, as an act of frustuation, they tend to offend those who look like hippies.

But all in all, mak/pakguard can live in harmony if there is tolarance between both parties. Mak/pak guard only doing their jobs and TESL students need not to look like John Lennon all the time.

Growing up

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