A friend said to to " Its been 8 month. I think its about time you find a new one". Another friend said, "No GF? No fun la u Izzat. Get one then you can join our club". The same goes with a friend of mine when he said " You need to move on. Wake up and dont be too choosy".
Dear friends, thank you for all the opinion, ideas and advices. I really aprreciate your concern. But what I can really say right now is Im not ready to be in love again. After 3 painful yet educational experiences, I dont think Im ready to get involve with someone seriously.
"Dont you miss being in love?". Of course I do. For those of us who have had the experience of being in love, will miss the 'special' feeling whenever we are sad and alone. Yes I do miss to have someone to call as mine. I miss the god morning messages early in the morning and the cheezy goodnight messages late at night.
But,there is no point to be in love if Im not 100% committed to it. For the time being, I prefer to be alone. Hakuna matata. I love my life right now. Its not that Im still living in the past or I just can trust love anymore. All I need is time. Im sure, sooner or later, the time will come when I will seek for love again.
For my friends who are concern about my well being, thanks alot. You guys mean alot to me.