for the first time since the last time i feel so alive!! i just found out sumthing that makes me hepi.i cant describe what i feel ryte now.but all i can say is i still have a chance.all i need to do is just be myself.but that is the hardest part.all this while i tot im myself but others think im not? how to be myself? how do myself look like? its really confusing and sometimes its strees me up real bad! haha.ntah la.pape pon i'll do my best to keep my hope alive.mcm team EPL yg nak kena relegate, i really need to workhard.my first step is get to know myself.hahaha.