Thursday

• Its Thursday
• Its been a busy day for me. Here and there.Everywhere.
• Still I managed to complete everything. Alhamdulillah.
• What comes next??

...

• Its a big day for me tomorrow. It gives me the nerves but I know Im going to do well.
  
• I'll try my best to put all my problems aside for awhile, at least.
• I know Im a jerk and I should rot in hell. I promise, after the big day, I'll go to hell and rot there as wishes by others.
  
• Heaven can wait.
• Go go Izzat.
  

Ngek!

Starring down on this broken town

It’s suicidal

But sometimes

It quite legitimate

Watching you with some other guy

I’m trying to fake it

But sometimes

It’s blaring like the sun.Starring down on this broken town

It’s suicidal

But sometimes

It quite legitimate

Watching you with some other guy

I’m trying to fake it

But sometimes

It’s blaring like the sun.

Nukilan sewaktu muda.ntha pape!

Punk!

An old song that mean much to me. It taught me that no matter what happen, true friends will stick by your side. Even your lovely girlfriend might hurt you. There is nothing certain in this world.

"Fall Back Down"

Don't worry about me, I'm gonna make it alright

Got my enemies crossed out in my sight

I take a bad situation gonna make it right

In the shadows of darkness I stand in the light

You see it's our style to keep it true

I've had a bad year, a lot to go through

I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue

She's not the one coming back for you

She's not the one coming back for you

If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again

If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend

It takes disaster to learn a lesson

You're gonna make it through the darkest night

Some people betray one and cause treason

We're gonna make everything alright

Well the worst of times, now, they don't phase me

Even if I look and act really crazy

I went way down, she betrayed me

Now my vision is no longer hazy

I'm very lucky to have my crew

They stood by me when she flew

I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue

She's not the one coming back for you

She's not the one coming back for you

If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again

If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend

Crdit to Rancid

Advice

Bila penat, berhenti, pandang dan senyum

Kampung

• Walaupun dilahirkan di Kuala Lumpur, jiwa Kualal Lumpur aq tidaklah setebal mana.
• Tanyalah jalan2 sekitar Kuala Lumpur, hanya beberapa sahaja yang aq tau. Lebuhraya lagi haram. DUke,NKVE,LDP, PDE, PEDAS? apa semua tu? aq tau Federal dgn NPE je.
• Ditanya pula mengenai kehidupan malam. HAram juga. Kelab2 terkenal, pusat hiburan serta tempat hiburan paling meta sekali. Semua aq tidak tahu.
• Tapi aq tidak bimbang. Apa yang meta sangat pasal Kuala Lumpur? Jika aq tak lepak hartamas, adakah aq ttidak akan mendapat kebahagiaan? Semua itu tidak penting.
• Apa yang penting ialah kebahagiaan, keluarga, kereta laju dan Man Utd. Itu sahaja. Yang obses sangat pasal Kuala Lumpur silakan. Enjoy puas2 sbb biasanya yang Kuala Lumpur sangat ni ialah orang bukan Kuala Lumpur. ;D
• Lepak Kampung gaja pun meta jugak. Baru PUNK!!

Glossari: Meta = ayat yang menunjukkan sesuatu yang hip dan trend terkini. Contoh ayat: Abes meta la ko pakai kasut Supra!!

Ahad

• Bangun pagi, aq terus masuk bilik air. Tak ramai mampu buat begini. Hanya golongan berdisplin tinggi saja. "Mencabar!", kata seorang rakan.
• Habis mandi terus sahaja disuakan dengan nasi lemak dan kopi nipis. Sambil mengunyah, aq sibuk berborak dengan nenek kesayangan. Ibu pula sibukmelobi supaya menghantar dia ke Jalan TAR. Dalam hati aq dah terbayang kesesakan jalan raya. Aq jenis tak bleh jam sket. Kalo jam personaliti aq berubah. Aq jadi marah2. Kulit pun jadi gatal2.
• Abes makan aq mencapai newaspaper dan mula membaca. Hanya para ilmuwan yang menjadikan ini rutin harian. Adakah aq seorang ilmuwan? Lu pikirla sendiri.
• Tiada berita menarik. ari2 sama. Jenayah sana sini. Awek lari ruma pastu menyesal pastu nak jadi artis. Artis sana sini buat perangai dan pelbagai lagi. Cubalah tulis benda2 yang membina sikit. Seperti tol akan dimansuhkan atau ptptn memaafkan semua peminjam. Baru la dunia ni ceria.kan??
• Selesai membaca aq pun kembali ke bilik. Aha!! majalah Ujang. Lama sudah tak membaca majalah sebegini.Seingat aq last baca ialah tahun 2008 masa keja MPH. Masa tu dok curik2 baca sebab aq jaga bahagian magazine.
• Sambil membaca aq baring2. Tiba............
• Sedar2 dah pukul 6. Celaka!! Abes hari ahad aq begitu sahaja. Tak membina langsung!!

gudluk

wishing you all the besh.give your besh and never take anything for granted

Kahwin

• Ada yang masih bersuka ria, sedangkan yang lain sudah berjaya
• Ada yang masih di belakang, sedangkan rakan2 sudah di hadapan.
• Ada yang masih leka, sedangkan waktu tidak menunggu dia.
• Ada yang masih berdiri, sedangkan yang lain sudah berlari.
• Bangun.
• Sedarlah.

P/s - ini ditulis oleh pemuisi kecil ketika lawatan ke PErak. Sangat mengesan di hati.

Izzat dan masa hadapan

• I always look up to those who achieve success in life. Through out my 23 (well..almost 24) years of life I've met thousand of them. They came in all sort of form. Some of them are lecturers, teachers,doctors,businessman and even farmer.
• Come to think about it, its about time to be someone who is successful. I dont want to live my whole life being just an ordinary guy. Enough with ordinary.
• Currently, Im counting the days for my interview with UiTM. I applied for TPM and alhamdulillah I got it. I hope all of you will pray for my success during the interview.
• If I got it, I'll be one of UiTM's TPM and my parent's will be damn proud of me. When they are proud of me, I can say that I have achieved success.
• Well, that about my short term goal. I know it is not an easy journey, but this is the path that I took. So come what may,I will try my best to give my best.
• Apa soalan lazim interview TPM? hehe ;D

Chick dan bola sepak

• Looking at the trend 10 years back, whenever you asked a girl which footbal club they love the most, the answer will surely be Manchester United.
• I love man utd!! Glory man utd! Old trafford is the place to be!! These are some of the cliche answer by the chicks back then.
• The reason for this kind of answer can be traced back to the player that Man Utd once possessed. Yes! What do you have in my is true. It is David Beckham.
• Everyone knows who is David Beckham. His name even made up to modern football dictionary which means "a player who is known for his appearance and his deadly free kick".
• A few years after that came Cristiano Ronaldo. Once again, Man Utd is the favorite among girls for the same reason.
• Aww.....abang Ronaldo.
• But the trend has changed ever since. David Beckham is no where to be seen in England, so does Ronaldo and lots of chicks ad lost interest in Man Utd.
• If you walk around in Bukit Bintang nowadays and ask some random chick which footbal club they love the most, the answer is ARSENAL. Yes. ARSENAL.
• Fabregas is the new superstar among girls. You can see lots of girls start to wear Arsenal shirt walking around town.
• "Im a true fan of Arsenal. For me Arsenal is my life. Its more than just football"' one girl said to me.
• Its great that lots of chicks shifted to Arsenal boats. At least Arseal fans have something to be happy if their team lost.Haha. Sorry no offense to all you Gunners.
• I wonder if Fabregas move to Barcelona, will the girls still support Arsenal?

P/s: Who will be the next footbal superstar among girls? ;D

Demam

• Been hit by fever is not a good thing. I cant do things that I usually do.The worst thing that could happen is I couldnt perform well during in futsal.
• Sorry dude, I just dont have the energy to score goals for the team. Haih!!

Alison

While I was browsing through the internet, I stumbled upon a video on youtube that really bring back the old memories. It was a video taken from Woodstock 98. A great even full with great artistes such as Elvis Castello.

The video was a song from Elvis Castello entitled Alison. Its just a simple and sweet song about a unique relationship between a girl and a boy. (I guess so cause that's what I understand from the song ;P)

So, here is the lyric of the song. You can watch the video here:

Oh it's so funny to be seeing you after so long, girl.

And with the way you look I understand

that you were not impressed.

But I heard you let that little friend of mine

take off your party dress.

I'm not going to get too sentimental

like those other sticker valentines,

'cause I don't know if you are loving some body.

I only know it isn't mine.

Alison, I know this world is killing you.

Oh, Alison, my aim is true.

Well I see you've got a husband now.

Did he leave your pretty fingers lying

in the wedding cake?

You used to hold him right in your hand.

Bet he took all he could take.

Sometimes I wish that I could stop you from talking

when I hear the silly things that you say.

I think somebody better put out the big light,

'cause I can't stand to see you this way.

Alison, I know this world is killing you.

Oh, Alison, my aim is true.

My aim is true.

P/S: I dedicate this song to an old friend of mine. Its been a while...... ;D

My name

According to the Random House Dictionary, unabridged version, c. 1967, "izzat" is dignity, honour, or reputation, or social rank.

Damn proud of my name ;D

you

YOU

You

yOU

YoU

Masa yang lalu

Sting

Membesar dengan Drangon ball ialah kewajipan bagi kanak2 yang lahir tahun 80an. Kalau tak tahu siapa itu Goku, Bulma dan Kurin, maka jatuh lah darjat mereka dikalangan rakan sebaya. Pengaruh Komik itu sangat besar sehingga aq mempunyai azam untuk menjadi seorang manga-ka yang terkenal.

Jadi seawal umur 9 tahun aq sudah mula melukis komik sendiri. Semasa itu, komik aq hanya bermodalkan pensel 2B jenama swan, buku latihan no 6 dari kedai buku, pembaris kayu dan juga pemadan gambar bendera negara mana ntah.Walaupun masih mentah komik aq mendapat sambutan dari rakan2 sekelas dan adik beradik. Aq berjaya melukis sehingga ke siri ke 6. Betapa hebatnya aq ketika itu.

Berikut ialah sinopsis komik tersebut:

Sinopsis

Sting ialah seorang pemuda yang berkuasa luar biasa. Antara kuasanya ialah boleh terbang, bertenaga super dan mampu mengeluarkan gelombang dari tangan. Semenjak dari kecil Sting tidak pernah kenal ibu bapanya. Dia yang berasal dari planet Zarik di besakan oleh Pak Abu.

Musuh Sting bernama Jarry. Beliau juga mempunyai kuasa super. Berniat jahat untuk menakluk batu ajaib Zarik tapi sering ditewaskan oleh Sting. Jary dibantu oleh kuncu2 seperti Rhino dan Mouse.

Antara klimaks cerita ini ialah abang kembar Sting datang dan berlawan degan Sting. Muka mereka sama tetapi dapat dibezakan degan warna baju. Abang Sting berbaju hitam manakala Sting berbaju putih.

Analisis

Oleh kerana ketika berumur 9 tahun aq tidak paham akan konsep lagiat, maka sedikit sebanyak cerita ini diciplak dari cerita Superman. Cuma bentuk watak tidak sama. Watak Sting ditiru secara kasar dari watak Trunk dalam siri Dragon ball.

Cerita ini mendahului zaman dimana konsep 1Malaysia diterapkan walaupun pada waktu itu tiada konsep sepertinya. Hubungan antara Sting dan Pak Abu sangat erat. Ini dapat memupuk cintakan sesama manusia.

Disamping itu watak haiwan seperti badak dan tikus diterapkan. Ini dapat mengajar kanak2 supaya menyayangi haiwan terbiar maupun yang dibela.

Ole kerana aq melayu, konsep atau jalan cerita drama melayu tidak dapat dielak. Dpaat dilihat perbalahan adik beradik adalah biasa dalam mana2 drama melayu kini. Pergaduhan dan pergeseran adik beradik tidak boleh dielak umpama cincang air, takkan putus.

Secara keseluruhannya aq berpuas hati dengan komik ini. walaupun hayatnya pendek, ia tetap mempunyai peminat tersendiri. Sekian.

Glossari: Manga-ka = pelukis komik.

sekutu

• Hujjung bulan ni sekutu kuat gua balik dari negeri orang putih. Bagus la macam ni.
• Dah hampir setahun sekutu gua takde. Semua yang ada pon dah pegi jahanam. So bagus a ada sekutu kuat semula.
• Bajet2 kalo ada kesempatan gua nak sambut dia sama hommies2 sekalian. Mana tau dia belanja Doc Mart sorang satu. Tak bahagia gitu? Musti student2 gua jeles tgk kaki gua dihiasi oleh benda yang depa tak mampu beli.No, You cant afford it! haha.

Malam ini

Malam ini aku sekutu kuat Arsenal. Hobin jang hobin!!

Night

• Angin malam bersepoi membelai muka ku. Ah panas jugak benak hatiku. Zaman sekarang malam2 pon panas. Bak kata kawan aq tak Malaysian tak macam Boston. Sana sejuk sini panas. Kawan aq memang bengap sebab tak reti beza eropa dengan asia.
• Tiap2 malam aq akan berpakaian seperti peninju tomoi yang akan masuk ke gelanggang. Cuma perut boroi sket tak macam SOmpit dalam cerita Hati Waja dulu2.
• Aq harap fenomena cuac panas ni akan cepat berlalu. Ini kerana kehidupan aq menuntut aq duduk di depan PC selama lebih3 jam setiap malam. Maka panas + duduk depan PC ialah kombinasi tak elok.seperti menanak nasi menggunakan rice cooker.
• Semoga angin malam masih sudi membelai muka ku. Aq panas.

Tak ada tajuk lagi

Few weeks back, my friend Aneo ask me to write a "jiwa kacau" song. In ENglish we call it as emo-ballad-demented song. Haha. As I have some fresh idea and melody, I started writing the song about two weeks back. Up until this very moment the song is not completed yet but it already has its structure, lyric and basic melody. SO here is the lyric as a sneak preview to Aneo. Selamat jiwa kacau dude!!

Waktu

Berlalu pergi

Kini tinggal hanya ku sendiri

Satu

Hanya kau di hati

Tak mungkin terganti

Sampai nanti

Bridge

Kau tetap di hati

Ku tetap menanti

Chorus

Cinta ku mati

bila kau melangkah pergi

Tinggalkan ku sendiri

Tak mengerti

Mengapa pergi

Menjauhi dari sisi

Hanya ku sendiri

Sampai nanti….

Sunyi

Hanya tinggal kenangan

Semua itu tak mudah ku lupakan

Pergi….

P/s- lirik was written based on his feelings and emotion. ;D

P/s 2- The song still doesnt have any title.

Field

• The last time I played football, i mean real football which is being play on a field, was 7 years ago. I was way back during my high school day. It was a time when Im so much younger than to day and energy level was never a problem to me.
• When Farid asked me to be part of the staff team that will compete in the KPTM league,I had a mixed feeling. First I felt excited. I love football very much. EVenthough I suck big time, still I love the game. Second I felt nervous. Can I play foootbal? Do I have enough stamina to play through the game? Gah..the second thought really scares me.
• A week later, the time came. Our game was schedule last Monday. We were up against a bunch of students who look like 'otai' to me. Mampos!!
• But looking at my team mates, Farid, Kepah, Che Wan, Bob, Shahri etc, I calmed down a little.
• Priitt!! The whistle blew and the game started. We had the first kick. Dush! Bang! Boom!
• After lots of running,kicking and sweating the twenty minutes ended. The final result was 6-0. We lost in the most stylish way. Haha!
• From the game I can conclude that, firstly playing football on a field is damn hard. One should have enough stamina to play the game. Second I still love football eventhough I look like a fool during the game. Lastly our next game is on Friday.
• Dear god,the only thing i ask is to have enough stamina to play on Friday so I would look like Darren Fletcher or at least Safiq Rahim of Selangor. Amin.

Febuary version two

• Sambil2 duduk2 di dalam ofis aq tersenyum lebar. Januari dah pergi.Sekarang zaman Febuari. Kena update sket.
• Febuari bermula dengan indah dimana Kumpulan bolasepak manchester telah merobek kubu Kumpulan Arsenal malam semalam. Fortress my head! haha.
• Di radio kedengaran lagu Cari jodoh oleh Kumpulan Waliband. Celakak! rasa macam terasa plak dgr lagu tu. Takpe2. Lagu sekdar hiburan. Jangan membawa ke dunia sebenar. Kelak mengundah pdah dan tragedi berdarah.
• Sekejap lagi kelas akan bermula. Hari ini mau ajar apa? Sayang sungguh kat student2 aq. Mereka dah la comel, baik hati malah mendengar kata. Memang terbaik.
• Sebagai konklusinya kegembiraan aq hadir kerana Arsenal kalah dan Manchester menang.