Mid year review

• Its already the month of May. 5 months had passed by and I still fell the same.
• 2009 started not so great for me. It covers with fog that blurred my vision.
• I spend most of my time feel sad and frustrated. At times I will just shut myself up in my crib and be all by myself.
• I hate night time. It is where I feel so lonely. Sometimes I wish that the moon would forget to fall down. Please stay where you are. Dont replace Mr sun.
• Friends come and go. I still feel the same. As if I am rotting inside and my flesh slowly turn to dust.
• 2009 also is the time where I do lots of thinking. Compare to the previous years, I use my brain more in 2009.
• I always hope that everything will be as normal again. But nothing change. I lose a little bit of hope everyday.