Im lost

It seems that Ive lost everything I ever built in the past year. The feeling of losing is slow dying for me. Of course, no one like to lose. But reality check, this is life. It always being mean and cruel to us.What we can do is hold our head up high.I found some peace by listening to this song by PInk Floyd. Dig it up guys. They are great old timer. You can listen to this song here. 

Wish you were here

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,

blue skies from pain.

Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?

A smile from a veil?

Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts? 

Hot ashes for trees?

Hot air for a cool breeze?

Cold comfort for change?

And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,

Running over the same old ground. 

What have we found? The same old fears.

Wish you were here.

some nonsense

I wrote something on DR. Izaham wiki during CALL class. I love this class since i could make myself busy with technologies. Here is the post on the wiki..

Rivalry history between mak/pak guard and TESL students
This rivalry can be trace back as far as the 1980's when slippers and tight pants were the in things. Those students back then love to wear slippers and skinny pants as a fashion statement. "Barulah hippies" say one student who look like John Lennon.

Since hippies was a huge hit, everyone wanted to look like John Lennon or Yoko Ono including the Mak/ Pak guard. Unfortunately, they cant do that since they have to wear their uniform. In result, as an act of frustuation, they tend to offend those who look like hippies.

But all in all, mak/pakguard can live in harmony if there is tolarance between both parties. Mak/pak guard only doing their jobs and TESL students need not to look like John Lennon all the time.

Growing up

Mulanya putih
Seperti lembaran baru
Suci dan bersih

Tengahnya pelangi
Mewarnai segenap diri
Warna warni berseri

Akhirnya hitam
Gelap dan mati
Tiada erti

Selalunya begini
Kisah cerita tiada erti
Sampai bila begini?

Why bother?

I know I should get next to you

You've got a look that made me think you're cool

But it's just sexual attraction

Not something real so I'd rather keep wackin'

Why bother?

It's gonna hurt me

It's gonna kill when you desert me

This happened to me twice before

Won't happen to me anymore

I've known a lot of girls before

What's the harm in knowing one more?

Maybe we could even get together

Maybe you could break my heart next summer

Why bother?

It's gonna hurt meIt's gonna kill when you desert me

This happened to me twice before

Won't happen to me anymore

Quote of the day

• Its been a while since I have the chance to write something meaningful in my blog.

• Its not that I am lazy, but I am always occupied with works.

• Yesterday I attended a seminar held by Che Nad's group. It was great.

• I am amused by the amount of knowledge that I received from the speaker.

• Since I dont have much time nowadays, I am going to leave you with my favorite quote from the seminar.

• You might find it funny, but it is true.Indeed....

• Sayonara...

Impianku

Owh Taylor Swift. Abang sanggup belajar main benjo hanya untuk tour bersama mu mengelilingi dunia. Lupakan Joe Jonas. Im way better than him.Voila!!

Sila merepek

• Ah! musim AF kembali lagi. Ini menggangu aktiviti bola sepak aq tiap2 malam minggu. 

• Susah la nak tgk perlawanan bertaraf eropah sbb berebut TV dgn adik2 makcik dan ibu tercinta.

• Aq benci AF. Sapa cipta menatang ni?

Trivia

I am on my 5 minutes break from my busy schedule. So i decide to write this crap!

• I have a band. Ranjau is the name. Currently we are developing few new songs. Wait for it. =)

• I love chicken chippotle at Chilli's. It is soooooooo delicious and expensive. haha. =P

• I suck at tennis. Big time. But still I love to play the great game. =)

• I miss my clique at MPH. You guys rock my world!!

• I prefer Big Apple donuts than J.Co.

Other trivia about me

• I dont have my own watch. The one im wearing is my dad's.
• I always dream to be a rock star.
• I am getting fatter everyday.
• I dont know how to get to Hartamas.
• I have 3 perfumes. 
• I hate working. I love to be a student.
• Manual car give me a scare.
• I do self talk alot
• I love my self

Mari membaca~

• Its been a busy week for me. Busy as a bee.
• I like being busy. It keeps me company and distracting my mind from my problems.
• The thing is i tend to get unorganized when I am busy.
• I start to mess my room. So messy until I cant find my favorite pillow.
• I also will tend to forget less significant thing such as my promise to a friend.
• I need to do something before I cant change this bad habit.
• As Puan Normalizah (a counselor) said: to imagine how are you in 10 years time, just look at yourself now.
• I dont want to be a messy person all my life.
• I need to get organized.
• Back in 2007 I had an organizer. It really helped me a lot.
• It is not to late too get an organizer.
• Tomorrow I will go to a bookstore and get myself one.
• I hope I can be more organized after that.
• Life is full of working. But we can still have fun in between. =) 

Juliet

This piece of writing is dedicated to someone special who once was my everything. You are still my everything.

Juliet oh juliet.

Can you still remember?

This time last year 

We were two strangers,

Brought together by faith,

Oh how i love the feeling

I hold your hand

You hold mine

Juliet oh Juliet

Can you still remember?

The train we ride

The mountain we hiked

Together we learned of love and trust

The love we shared

The love we cared

Juliet oh Juliet

Dont break my heart

Put my blanket on the bed

But please dont turn off the light

The poison is killing me

Juliet if you can see

Please come back to me

For I long for your heart