Since 2010 is just around the corner, it would be nice if I have a list of resolution. It can be my motivation to go through 2010. I might not be able to achieve all items in the list,but at list I could do some good things while Im breathing in this beautiful world.So here it it. Lets do a countdown of my resolution starting with no 5.
Once a wise man said - Everyone deserves a second chance. Indeed the words are true. Everybody make mistakes. Everybody screw up once in a while. This is a normal part of a process call life.
From the mistakes, people will learn. As the saying goes - we learn from our mistakes. In fact our mistake is one of the best teacher that we can get in our life.Many great people also learned from mistakes. So obviously everyone deserve a second chance for the chance can give them the opportunity to become a better person.
But as always, words are simpler than action. Meaning than it is easy for us to say things,but to make it happen, to execute it, sometimes it is almost impossible. For example regarding the wise man's words, is it really easy to give someone a second chance?
Reflecting my past memories, I can say that I one of those people who rarely give a second chance to other people. Simply say that once you screw up with me you wont get another chance. But this feeling is strictly for those who play around with my trust.
Once a person violate my trust, I can never trust that person anymore. I can forgive but I cant never forget. Things will not be the same anymore. People might say tat I am a complicated person. I have to admit it, I am.
How can I just forget when someone who you put your trust upon, violate your trust? I just cant do that. That's why I always say that I respect those who have the strength to forgive and forget. This kind of people is strong emotionally and spiritually.
One of these days I need to learn to give second chances to people. Because to completely forgive someone, is to forget everything that person had done and move on without holding any negative thought or grudge. What goes around, comes around. I need to start to forgive people in hope that if I ever make any mistakes in the future, people will forgive me.
I heard the news recently. Friendster, the social netwroking site has been took over by MOL, a Malaysian company. Suddenly it brings me down memory lane.
Friendster is the first social networking that i knew back in my youth days. A friend of my, Iqa introduced me to it. I was so amused by the magic of Friendster back then. It allows me to keep in touch with family, friends and foe.
Time flies by and the social networking site is expanding and larger than ever. Now there are plenty of this kind of site such as Myspace, Facebook, Hi5, and Tagged.
Today, I log in my Friendster account. Its been ages since I do so. Friendster has changed a lot. The GUI, appearance and others. But one thing that hasnt change is the content of my page. The list of friend is still the same. The pictures are still the same. The comments are still the same. Nothing change much since the last time I saw my Friendster page.
Especially the pictures, it really bring all the old memories back. All my friends, my family and my ex lovers (damn! i hate this part) I had a great life back then. I thank Allmighty God for that. Alhamdulillah.
Maybe one of these days I should update my page. I should delete the not so appropriate pictures. I should delete peolple who are not my friends anymore.
Bulan Disember ialah bulan2 orang bersatu. Mengikut perkiraan aq, aq ada 4 jemputan kahwin dan 2 jemputan tunang dari kawan2 serata Malaysia. Tahniah aq ucapkan. Semoga ada lauk ayam masak merah di hari perkahwinan anda semua.
Disamping itu, aq juga baru balik dari staff day tempat kerja aq. Majlis gilang gemilang ini bertempat di Port Dickson. Walaupun dah sejuta kali aq pergi ke PD, aq gagahkan juga utk menyertai staff day tersebut.
Majlis staff day kami di serikan dengan artis jemputan iaitu Haiza. Bagi sesiapa yang tak kenal, beliau ialah penyanyi bergenre dangdut dan pernah masuk sehati berdansa. Tersingkir awal barangkali. Cabutan bertuah lumayan juga diadakan. Antara hadiah yang menawan kalbu ialah LCD tv 42" dan laptop Acer Aspire one. Tapi haram apa pun aq tak dapat.
Oh ya, hari ini aq bakal menghantar permohonan untuk mendapatkan biasiswa dari KPT. Harap2 dapat supaya takde a abes gaji nak bayar yuran nanti. Kalo dapat la biasiswa ni, aq sanggup lompat kijang dari Tol Bangi hingga Tol UPM.
Next semester aq mengajar banyak subjek. Di tambah dengan kelas Sarjana aq, mungkin aq akan kehilangan leisure time. Tiada lagi lepak lewat malam bersama kawan2 dan mamak. Tiada lagi karaoke hujung minggu yang mengasyikkan. Tiada lagi masa untuk usya2 awek di gedung terkenal. Haih~ dunia..dunia...
On the good note, aq berjaya sambung kontrak kerja hingga July 2010. Sesiapa yang berjaya sambung, maknanya dia mantap dan berkarisma. Haha~